Will’s leading a blessed last chapter.
Better yet, make that: he’s leading several blessed chapters since
coming to live with us.
I’ve told Will’s story many times here but I’ll offer up a quick refresher for
new readers. At fifteen he was dropped
off at a kill shelter in New Jersey by the only family he ever knew and was saved
from certain death by the good people at New Jersey Schnauzer Rescue. He then came to us arthritic, deaf, mostly-blind,
neglected, and aggressive. Atticus and I
simply opened up our place to give him a place to die, but nearly fourteen
months later he’s thriving.
Yes, thriving – even though he can’t walk very far because of his hips, nor can
he see much more than shapes and shadows, and he’s still deaf. He has, however, stopped snarling and biting,
and he actually smiles. He likes to play,
be held, and he now often falls asleep cradled like a baby in my arms. He participates with us, follows me from room
to room, and is thrilled to be part of our little family.
Atticus, who will never completely embrace anyone other than me, remains
distant but protective of Will. On a few
occasions when Will has been coughing or choking on something Atticus
approaches quite casually and nudged him with his nose and the coughing or choking
stopped. When a young bear appeared on
the edge of our yard recently, Atticus just as calmly walked toward Will, who
was unaware of the bear, and sat between them facing the bear. When we are out and about and Will is walking
in an unfamiliar field or on a beach, Atticus sits and serves as an anchor to
the perpetually circling Will, who knows to return to Atti from time to time. That’s about it: no cuddling, nuzzling,
kissing, or playing takes place between the two of them – no matter how much
others want to believe that’s the case.
But that’s enough for me. It’s simply
Atticus being Atticus.
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Will with flowers sent to him from Pennsylvania. |
Atticus simply doesn’t chum up with other dogs or animals. He’s patient
with them, respectful of them, he even seems to be calming to them, but he
doesn’t play with them.
There is something special about the serenity emanating from Atticus that
fascinates me. Children who have always
been afraid of other dogs – even to the point where therapy was needed – have
approached Atticus, sat next to him, and run their hands over his soft
hair. He’s been approached by chipmunks,
squirrels, voles, birds, fox, moose, and bear.
And when Will had daily temper tantrums during those first few months he
always went after me and never Atticus.
He’d whirl around in seemingly uncontrolled rage, see Atticus sitting
looking at him, and he’d immediately turn back to me with his aggression.
I’m not smart enough to explain what affect Atticus has on other animals but it
appears this charm may have extended to Will.
This morning we were outside, Will circling in the center of the yard
while I carried Atticus and his injured paw down the stairs to the edge of the
property under the trees where he likes to be – far enough away so that Will
won’t bother him.
I saw some movement out of the corner of my eye that was not Will’s light body,
but a big, bulky, dark mass right beside Will.
It was Butkus, the old grouch of a bear who visited our yard quite often
a few years ago but we’d since lost track of.
He’s returned this summer and we’ve seen him three times over the past
two weeks. I looked up and Butkus was within
ten feet of Will and side-by-side, and he seemed to have paused in his
lumbering gait to watch Will. Then, just
as I readied to charge at Butkus with arms waving and my voice raised something
made me stop and watch. I’m not sure
what it was. Perhaps it was the way
Butkus was looking at Will. Within a few
seconds the old bear simply walked on by and entered the trees and
disappeared. So curious. So wonderful.
Yes, I’m well aware that bears are wild, unpredictable, and can be troublesome and that Butkus doesn't want to be friends. I’m also aware that more often than not our local
bears are more afraid of us than we are of them and they’ll avoid dogs at all
costs. I also know they seem to be drawn
to Atticus and on more than one occasion a bear has sat looking at Atticus as
Atticus sat looking back. I also
know that a mother bear and her two cubs have now been in our yard four times
over the last several weeks. The first
time at a distance and in the trees leading down to the Ellis River behind the
house. On two other occasions the mother
and her curious cubs have walked to the edge of the yard as I laughed while
playing with Will while Atticus observed.
They watched for a bit and then returned the way they came.
Their last visit wasn’t much different than what we experienced with Butkus
this morning. Atticus and I were sitting
in the Adirondack chairs in the back corner of the yard while I played with
Will who was laying on his back on my thighs.
From that back corner right behind us the mother and her cubs emerged
within a few feet, the mother keeping herself between us and the cubs, they all
looked at us, and then made their way across the yard. Beforeleaving the yard the
mother bear stopped and looked back at us for a few seconds, and then she was
gone.
These wondrous things are happening at a time when folks from twelve different
states and two foreign countries have sent flowers to Will, a dog they’ve never
met, because they’ve been captured by his story and have given their hearts to
him. Why send him flowers? Because I noticed last summer that Will
enjoys smelling flowers and I’ve bought them for him every week since. However, it wasn’t until recently that I
shared this on our Facebook page. Since
that post our local florist Carrie Scribner, owner of Dutch Bloemen Winkel, and
1-800-Flowers have been dropping off flowers at our place for Will from friends
he’s never met.
Atticus has always been special, but it’s been a pleasure to watch Will develop
over the past year and start to shine in his own way. He’s recaptured his flagging spirit, polished
up that dented soul, and he’s enjoying his life – no matter how much is left of
it. It’s all more than I ever expected
or could have hoped for.
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"The world loves you, Will!" ~ Donna Haas |
What
do I attribute his resurrection to?
There are lots of things the logical mind can grasp: better food,
medication, daily care, an improved overall quality of life. But then there’s the intangibles, those
little mysterious miracles that give us reason to sit back and wonder. There’s
the presence of soulful Atticus and all those prayers and good wishes coming to
Will from thousands of people who follow his happy story on our Facebook page.
Will’s story stands in stark contrast to the dark, hopeless, and heartbreaking
stories the media feeds us each day.
There’s so much darkness out there we’ve become numb to most
tragedy. Every now and again though, we
are fortunate to get a glimpse of something sweet and special, even if it is something
as small as the magical journey of one little broken dog from tragedy to
redemption.
I believe in happy endings. I also believe
in the power of love (when one is brave enough to leave the past where it
belongs and let love in) and I believe in the osmotic power of prayer and
friendship, even when it comes from afar.
When flowers come for Will they often come with notes. The other day Donna Haas sent flowers from
Pennsylvania by way of Carrie Scribner’s flower shop. Her note seems to sum up much of Will’s happy
resurrection: “The world loves you, Will! Enjoy the flowers. Sending you lots of love.”
One of my favorite
quotes from Einstein is: “The most beautiful thing we can experience is the
mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom the
emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand wrapped in
awe, is as good as dead —his eyes are closed.”
Does the compassion and patience of Atticus, the overwhelming support of strangers
from around the world . . . and even what appeared to be a bit of kindness from
a grumpy old bear contribute to the now-special life of Will? I can’t say for sure, but I’d like to believe
that’s the case. I chalk it up to
Einstein’s description of the mysterious for that gives me hope for this world
we live in.
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Butkus, after passing by Will this morning and passing into the trees. |